Coffee, Choco, and Cute! OH MY!

Today, I've been craving chocolate and coffee..... and it's been a interesting.... I want to wear a cowboy hat, shades, and old fashioned country boots and knee-length skirt and button-up calico shirt and vest! Then I want a cup o' good 'ole fashioned coffee.... with a bar of chocolate! But..... I must say:

Bacon and chocolate separately is great, but who would eat it together? SOMEONE must cuz below is a picture of some Mummy and I found a while back at Whole Food.....

 Below here is a mug that Mummy took a picture of a while back.... Just right for my good 'ole fashioned coffee.....<3333

 

And the cute has arrived..... **drumroll please** MY LITTLE PONY! :3 Yup, I like that show! It's CUTE!

Lost in the world of thought,
Arianna (Mari) Joy

Book of Kells

Why am I talking about the Book of Kells? Well! I watched the film "The Secret of Kells" and thought I'd post a bit about what it inspired me for my NaNoWriMo story! An illuminator (the girl who stuck to Myrra) that can make illuminations that come alive (quite literally). They will come out of the pages and do the artisans' will. Also, I thought of a name for the girl sticking with Myrra... Her name shall be Kallah!

Here is a track from the soundtrack of "The Secret of Kells"



Lost in the world of thought,
Arianna (Mari) Joy

Gusts of Color - Lost in the World of Thought

I wrote/drew a poem and picture sometime ago, and I just found it in an old bag... There is no telling how old this drawing/poem is...I am very proud of it! It's called "H.A.S.H." The words on the picture is very blurred so I copied it below the pic!

 

"Healing a shattered heart
For pain is deep as the scars
Inside a deepness He comes to me
Healing my shattered heart
He holds my heart
And takes my broken chains
Saving my life for His glory
Healing waters dipping in love
HEAL MY SHATTERED HEART!" 

© 2012 Mari J. Fahel (Arianna Joy)

I also plan to write in NaNoWriMo still, and I have the plot of the book I'm writing for it! To get you on the edge of your seats:

In a land where nothing is as it seems, there was an oddity in a city. Her name was Myrra Camon, she was always feared for one thing that gave her a life unlike any other. These artisans looked down upon the abilities of this girl. For her arts were a danger to the entire city. Goldenhands have the power to create worlds or destruct them and make the reality unreal. Normally they were killed once they noticed these powers form. But Myrra was allowed to live because of the protection of her parents. But never did Myrra know that her powers would be used against her. Angering her brought on the deaths of her parents. When she realized what she had done she ran away and began the life of an outcast. She meets a girl who sticks to her until one day a traveling warrior meets them. Can Myrra trust him? Or should she run as she had from her home? 

© Copyright 2012 Mari J. Fahel (Arianna Joy)

 

I thought about a quote a while back where A.A. Milne said, “Time is swift, it races by; Opportunities are born and die... Still you wait and will not try - A bird with wings who dares not rise and fly.” And I realize that I used to be like that, but now I choose to rise and fly and try to be the best I can be! God bless y'all!

Lost in the world of thought,

Arianna (Mari) Joy

Waiting for His Plan to Unfold

For those who wait.... a life of persevering patience. We wait each day for God's plan to unfold. And a very important person in my life has accepted Christ as his Savior. After so long of fervent prayers, waiting, longing to see his comeback, we have found there is hope in only One... And he has found it too.... As I once said before, Even the hardest heart can break and be changed in Christ's hands. Remember, prayer is powerful as long as we have faith to believe in it. God's there, even when others shove that off. We are not alone in this!




Lost in the world of thoughts,
Arianna (Mari)

That Good 'ole Rock 'n' Roll!

Hey, guys! I wanted to letcha all know that I'm not going to move to Indiana after all.... heh! A lot of things were preventing it or made it more difficult to pull off.... But, I also wanted to state my top five favorite bands!


5 - Petra

4 - Skillet

3 - Whiteheart

2 - RED

1 - Thousand Foot Krutch


Each of these bands' styles of music breathe into my soul and pump the blood through my spiritual body! I enjoy their music a lot! My top favorite being TFK! <3333



That good 'ole rock 'n' roll is in my heart and soul to stay!!!! <3333 ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪

Preferring to look mad,
♫ ♪ Mari J. Fahel ♫ ♪

Life IS Change

Well, within 6 months I have to be graduated, have a license, and then GET A LIFE! I'm planning on moving out of South Carolina and into Indiana!  I'll be rooming with a dear dear friend.... after saying goodbye to me dear friends and family from SC... We are planning to have 6 months together then she'll leave to marry her fiance! Meanwhile I'll be really working toward getting graduated and then I'll pack my things and move on out.... To my dear friends out there, please be praying for me that I might be able to do this.... I've never lived outside of SC, so this is a big step for me.... And saying goodbye to my family and friends will be hard....

Also, lately, depression has gripped it's ugly claws over my heart.... I need prayers that I'll get through this... I definitely don't want to be as whiny as Bella from Twilight.... I'm not falling into that deep of a depression though.... but I'm doing a lot of stupid things to cope.....I found another reason why I can't have caffeine...... now there's a physical aspect to it...... After finding that out though..... I got more along with something that I KNEW had another bad physical reaction after eating it.... sugar! I am coping with things that could really bring me down.....and the last time I allowed all my cravings to take over me, I became a monster!

And another thing..... I feel a little uplifted today, now that I went to church..... I worshiped God and learned something about The Bread of Life! I feel stronger now that I went.... even though I'm still a wee bit weak. I feel like I can fight another day after so long of feeling like I could never fight! I was crippled and believing myself incapable of standing up.... but God gave me the strength to overcome and now I feel strong!

I have felt awful weak and then I've gained strength..... a lot like this song:



THANKS BE TO GOD!!!!!! I am the Crippled Warrior..... I stand to fight back..... I am weak on my own..... but I am strong when He is near..... I am the Injured Challenger.... Getting back up is never easy.... But when I fight for Him.... I CAN BE STRONG IN HIM!!!!!!!!

Searching for the Crippled Warrior,
Mari J. Fahel

Chocolate Syrup to Top the Nutty Sundae

**walks in with cowboy hat on** Yup, I've gone awesome.... **tips hat to a man** Whoops too weird, eh? **throws hat off**  I should be in bed.... x3 but I am struggling with meself too hard to sleep! **twiddles with shirt** Well, today was one of those epic days.... My buddy ol' pal, Eli made himself his very own personal blog! Congratulate him on his success over there, guys! Also, I talked to one of me good, good friends.... she told me a story she had written.... IT WAS HILARIOUS!

Also, I'm getting back into anime.... I can join me anime buddies again to just rant about how Gaara's creepy ways turned to the silent gentlemen he had become. WOOHOO!!!! Then we can rant about how Kyo and Yuki are always at it HAH! THEN we can rant about how there should be a Scotland in Hetalia awh maaaan!

Then there's my 6-month dedication to "The Guardian's Chorus".... I have decided to take a break on November for.... **drumroll please** NaNoWriMo!!!!!! Ja, guys I'm aiming to finish this time! With the caffeine, perseverance, and just a little touch of being mad, I shall finish this 50,000-word novel! Cross yer fingers, boys and girls!

Oh and so far, the cherry has not been placed on top of me sundae, but I'm sure it don't matter! God's stopped putting the nuts in and now is putting chocolate syrup (it symbolizes the feeling of being in love.... yup I'm falling in love).... hahaha Well, in actuality I'm not too sure the chocolate syrup is a good thing.... I'm finding myself catching eyes with every guy I meet.... and finding SOMETHING I like about their looks.... haha oh dear..... I was always a bit of a weakling when it came to cute guys but C'MON! This ain't funny, people! Don't ye DARE laugh at me!!!!!!!! Also... there's this guy...... I mean **ahem** he's cool.... and doesn't know I like him....shhhh I'm falling in love with him.... and that's bad! The guy is sooo cute.... I'm not saying names cuz I dunno if he's reading this, but he's too cute! haha!

Today, I've been hearing whispers (that of my own making) that are telling me of my past and deeds that fell apart.... All I've got to say to that is:




Preferring to look insane,
Mari J. Fahel

P.S. Don't ye DARE steal my chocolate! <333